Anonymous said: Are you okay? You haven't updated in like 3 months. I hope you are okay and just got bored with Tumblr. Let us know you're alright <3
Hi, I’ve gotten too many questions like this over the last few months so I feel obligated to answer now.
No, I am not dead.
And no, I did not try to kill myself.
Look, I know you and everyone who has sent me messages mean well and I thank you for that but the honest truth is I got sick of Tumblr - very fucking sick of Tumblr. There’s just too much hypocrisy on this site. See, there are some individuals on here who try to seem edgy and cool and unique when in reality they’re just like everyone else. Now I’m not saying everyone on here does this, just some people. Half of the site, maybe. This really annoys the shit out of me because it’s just so stupid and it doesn’t make any sense. You’re trying to differentiate yourself from your peers when in reality you do and say the same damn things. Then there are the people who act like Tumblr is a secret society. “OMG JENNY DON’T SPEAK ABOUT TUMBLR!!!11!!!111! ITZ A SECRET” That is just the most annoying thing ever. How do you think a site like this even got so popular? IT’S NOT A SECRET. Ugh, I could say a whole lot about the “Tumblr famous” people but they’re in a whole egotistical league of their own. Also, some of the fandoms on here are just….I can’t even finish that sentence.
It feels good to get most of that off my chest and knowing people on this site, someone will get mad because if someone’s thoughts dare differ from theirs, they’re obviously wrong and should be shunned immediately. The main reason for me not updating other than being annoyed is because I’m focusing more on friends, school, and going out more. Instead of sitting at my computer and bitching to the internet about how no one likes me, I put myself out there. I really appreciate all of the kind messages people here have sent me while I was away, it’s really nice to know there are a few people left who care about other people than themselves….but I won’t be updating this blog anymore. I won’t deactivate it but it just won’t be updated. Thanks.